""To endure is greater than to dare; to tire out hostile fortune; to be daunted by no difficulty; to keep heart when all have lost it..."

-"who can say this is not greatness . . .William Thackeray
So im at it again. 
as usual.
but this time ive got almost four months to succeed.
my goal is to post everyday, what ive done. it'll be hard as im so bad with routines but ill try so i can see my progress
today:
2.8 mile run, 315 calories burned on the treadmill, 15 push ups, 30 situps, 10 leglifts 
intake so far: a cup of koolaid. and about 5 tablespoons of basmati rice with 2 piece of cubed chicken in tikka tikka marsala sauce. nooo need for anymore today. took an adderall. :| i was trying to ween myself off but im going to have to until i can go and pick up diet pills (possibly tomorrow?) i also had a mystic which is about 220 calories. total intake maybe 600ish
im so determined to reach 115 by March
currently 140, honestly have been here for way too long!




today i havent got much to do
just doing some errands for the father and then getting a christmas tree!
tomorrow is my family's christmas party. i plan on nursing a vodka tonic so its not as awkward when family members remark on how big ive gotten. 

...well that an a chloe paraty!

p.s-is it weird that i just started following myself. ha ha a testament to the amount of followers that i have. but in all seriousness, now i can read my blog how others read it. great for proofreading. oops. im shameless...