ohhh hahaha, i remember the days as a young catholic school girl frequenting the Aquinas house...back when things were still simple and good.
i promised id post when i got tempted and boy did i get tempted.
what i did instead what jump into the shower. i shaved. washed my hair. my face. everything.
im a little less hungry, but i realize the reason that this is so difficult is because i still need to finish up this dreaded paper. i dont know how i do it in school. actually i do. when im on my best behavior i go to the library right after class and get my assignments done because i know that i wont eat later read: i wont have the mental capacity to string two words together or solve x amount of calculus problems.
i forgot about those good things that come with control. hunger. goood grades.
speaking of which my dad tried to have a premed conversation today. i didnt let it go very far, in fact when it got in the heat of things i reminded him i need a new computer and was promised a new macbook pro! and that i want, nope not need, but desperately want new oxford shoes for the fall and these beautiful skinny black current/elliot corderious.
the good thing about having a
back to the paper. now i just want to submit whatever. my professor emailed me telling me not to rush...dont rush!? are you fucking kidding me. i would do anything to be done.... well almost anything, short of actually just writing it.
i swear the next time on on here ill be DONE. and we will never hear of this paper again. amen.
|it would be so rad to come out of the shower looking like this...skinniness, cig, and all|